BABY STAGE OF TAOIST MEDITATION

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I AM REACHING THE BABY STAGE IN TAOIST MEDITATION.
MY TEETH ARE DROPPING LEFT 3 IN UPPER MOUTH AND 9 IN LOWER.
SO I CAN ONLY TAKE SOFT FOOD NO SOLID FOOD.
IF YOU READ CHUANGTZU THERE IS MENTION OF YOUNG BOY EXPLAINING HOW TO RULE A COUNTRY.
THIS IS THE REJUVENATION OF MEDITATION PRACTISETIONER.
THIS MIGHT BE TELLING ME MY TIME IS UP.
SO THERE IS PUNISHMENT ON EARTH OR DOOMSDAY.
SO RISING UP OF MESSIAH IS TIME FOR PUNISHMENT OR DOOM WHICH IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.
EVERYONE HAS TO BE SAVED BEFORE THAT.